Being a mom has to be the most draining job around, but also the most rewarding. Lately me and my " lover " have just been at war, and it breaks my heart but it's like trying to fit a circle into a smaller square. It just wont work. I cleaned the entire house i made dinner with two kids plus i went to school and grocery shopping with no car ! So at the end of the day i really dont wanna hear it, AND of course it's still not good enough to make him happy.
I remember growing up without a dad, and maybe it was better that way, My mom must of been so lonely... But she had friends. I have a boyfriend ( baby daddy ) but no friends..
Even when hes here i still feel lonely.
I just want James to no how to love and treat woman. Verbal, mental , physical abuse has no excuse.
I wish i could treat his father the way i would want James to be loved in a serious relationship but i can't . Whats the point of just being treated like a door mat.
I hope my mom can take Mondays off..
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