Family

" You can choose your friends, but not your family "

Last night James and I went to a Christmas dinner on Seans side ( my father, but he really doesn't deserve that title ) ever since i was a child i never felt like belonged there, or that i was a burden  but last night proved to me that i was, i always have been. How dare anyone say what i do with my son is wrong and that i am a bad mother and should not aim my goals too high and be unrealistic. I no its going to be hard and what is success without struggle.  On that note James is getting huge he's almost 20lbs and is in 12 month clothing, hes only 4 months and a couple weeks... Whenever i see newborns it makes me want another one just so i can have a NEWBORN not a INFANT, haha justkiddddding give or take a bunch of years.