Too much for too little of info... Teen pregnancy

I have such mixed emotions about teen pregnancys. Since i am only 17 and a mother, but i wouldnt wish this on anyone else UNLESS they were ready. I sure wasn't, but i made myself.. I no at least 6 - 7 teens pregnant right now, and  the numbers keep growing .. WHY ? i dont understad how , yes i get it s e x. I got pregnant from antibiotics making my birth control not work, i had no idea that would happen. I have some friends saying how they want children and i cant help but think are you out of your fucking mind ? I love being a mom, dont get me wrong, its the best feeling in the world but i had such big dreams and things i wanted to do before i settled down. I didnt want a serious relationship yet, but i am happy it with my boyfriend. Its almost our 2 years, and still going strong. Hes an amazing father and i look forward to building our future together. Being a mom is not what its like on tv.. The cameras dont show the bills and how they add up, the constant attention the baby needs, how the mom never has time for herself, they make it look so much fun, so easy and if you think it is, your mistaken. If your one of those girls who are scared to lose your boyfriend so you purposely get pregnant ? YOU WILL LOSE HIM, and lose yourself.

Mine and Bill's relationship is inside out, its completely different. We use to be just one big party, never faught unless i was doing drugs and he found out.. ( He is the reason why i cleaned myself up )
and now , we fight.. alot because of how stressed we are about everything. We use to live so easy but at the time seemed so hard, but now .. it is a struggle.

ON THAT NOTE.
Teen pregnancy needs to be talked about more, there needs to be more resources.

I wont be just another statistic.